Min Matgale Verden<\/a>)
\nmen innholdet «smalt» litt i hode og kan man si.<\/p>\nS\u00e5 da vi skulle ned igjen og Gubben spilte basseng-h\u00e5ndball,
\nduppet jeg rett og slett av p\u00e5 solsengen, bak solbrillene.<\/p>\n
Resten av kvelden hadde jeg en merkelig f\u00f8lelse av \u00e5 v\u00e6re beruset, uten \u00e5 v\u00e6re beruset, hvis du skj\u00f8nner hva jeg mener.<\/p>\n
Vi spiste middag, hvilte litt, og gikk s\u00e5 en tur hvor Guttene shoppet litt.<\/p>\n
I dag kjenner jeg meg fysisk grei,
\nlitt tung i kroppen etter eselmelken,
\nmen psykisk ganske d\u00e5rlig,
\nfor det blir jeg alltid etter,
\nikke etter eselmelk,
\nfor det var f\u00f8rste gangen \ud83d\ude00 ,
\nmen etter at boblene har blitt litt for morsomme i mitt hode.<\/p>\n
Det blir alts\u00e5 ikke eselbobler midt p\u00e5 dagen i dag,
\ndagsfylla en dag f\u00e5r holde,
\nmen jeg lurer litt p\u00e5 hvor jeg kan g\u00e5,
\nfor jeg kjenner p\u00e5 meg at jeg har lyst \u00e5 g\u00e5 litt i dag.<\/p>\n
Jeg h\u00f8rte nettopp at n\u00e5r man har angst,
\ns\u00e5 hjelper det \u00e5 gj\u00f8re noe fysisk, s\u00e5 man f\u00e5r svettet.
\n50% av angsten er fysisk, og kan p\u00e5 en m\u00e5te svettes bort.<\/p>\n
S\u00e5 da forst\u00e5r jeg hvorfor jeg alltid har trang til \u00e5 g\u00e5 p\u00e5 tur tidlig p\u00e5 morgenen etter at jeg har v\u00e6rt p\u00e5 fest, og v\u00e5kner med fylleangst.<\/p>\n
Jeg har ikke kraftig fylleangst i dag,
\ner bare i d\u00e5rlig hum\u00f8r,
\nog s\u00e5 blir jeg sint p\u00e5 meg selv fordi jeg selv har p\u00e5f\u00f8rt meg denne f\u00f8lelsen.<\/p>\n
At jeg gj\u00f8r ting som f\u00e5r meg til \u00e5 f\u00f8le meg d\u00e5rlig,
\nog dermed «\u00f8delegger» litt av min egen ferie.<\/p>\n
Hvis du synes det er rart at jeg skriver s\u00e5 mye om dette,
\nburde jeg ikke heller skammet meg for meg selv liksom?
\nOg blir det ikke verre av \u00e5 fortelle ALLE at jeg drakk for mye bobler i g\u00e5r?<\/p>\n
S\u00e5 nei, det hjelper faktisk \u00e5 skrive om hvordan jeg har det,
\nhjelper \u00e5 f\u00e5 satt ord p\u00e5 f\u00f8lelsene,
\nf\u00f8les godt \u00e5 dele,
\nog h\u00e5pe at andre kan kjenne seg igjen.<\/p>\n
Og ja, jeg kommer til \u00e5 gj\u00f8re det igjen,
\nfor jeg liker f\u00f8lelsen bobler gir meg.<\/p>\n
Er ikke livet merkelig.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I g\u00e5r var jeg og snakket med en prest. Det f\u00f8ltes p\u00e5krevd, etter dager med altfor mye mat og drikke. Og presten var som alle andre restauranteiere her han, lokket meg med inn i kirken hans, spurte hvor jeg kom fra, og begynte nynne p\u00e5 den mest kjente komposisjonen til Edvard Grieg. 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